When I wake up every morning, my first instinct is to look out the window. I glance at the amount of sunlight, predict the wind speed by looking at how trees sway, and figure out how to get dressed for the day. However, in recent times, I have still looked out the window instinctually, not really knowing exactly what I am trying to predict. Nevertheless, I still find myself glancing at the trees and the sun, unsure of what to expect. But in these moments, though seemingly mel